Deer Tick - Ashamed

I am the boy your mother wanted you to meet

But I am broken and torn with heels at my feet

And with your purest light why don't you shine on me?

Well, I should've been an angel

But I'm too dumb to speak

Now as she gets nearer the visions get clearer

I'll kneel and weep and I will hold her dear

Oh, if your eyes water you've got your favorite number to spin

And oh, oh

What a crying shame

A crying shame

What we became

Murdered my throat screaming bloody all night

Hit him with a book and how he crumbles

Oh you should have seen how the arches tumble

They're golden no more and now I'm smiling in my blood

I'm caught in a whirlwind

I'm goin' to heaven

I'm standing on trial and it's painted on canvas

An eternal testament to how we are so animalistic

And oh, oh

What a crying shame

A crying shame

What we became

I bowed my head in the morning light and said goodnight

I held her hand and I, I kissed her eyes

Stumbled down the stairs and hang myself on high

And I started for the town that I have a front yard

And died