You guys remember how a couple of posts ago I told you about the girl I was dating? Well, it's hit a snag. Already. It turns out that her ex-fiancee is making a major effort to win her back over. She's now taking some time to try and figure out whether she wants to try one last time with him. Awesome, right?
So anyway, I'm in a pretty lousy position. It's not exactly over between us at this point, but it's not exactly NOT over between us at this point either.
The last time we spoke I told her that I needed to see her one last time to try and get some closure. She said okay, if that's what I really wanted. I told her that it wasn't what I really wanted, that I wanted to be with her, but that it wasn't looking like that was going to happen (at least not from my perspective). She asked me to try to ride this out a little while longer if I could stand to. She knows it's not an easy thing to ask. It's not an easy thing to do.
I don't know what to do. Some days I feel like she'd be worth the wait. Some days I feel like it'll be even worse if I wait and she still ends up going back to him. Bottom line: Dating sucks.
Instead of making a decision right now, I'm going camping with a few friends this weekend to try and take my mind off the entire situation. So, if you'll excuse me, I've got some wilderness to disappear into.